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megan.michelle
Drink up baby doll, are you in or are you out? Leave your things behind 'cause it's all going off without you. Excuse me, you're too busy you're writing your tragedy. These mishaps, your bubble-wrap when you've no idea what you're like. So, let go, jump in. Oh well, what you waiting for? It's all right 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
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[Monday
October 12th, 2009] |
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My phones aggravating me.
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[Monday
August 17th, 2009] |
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i woke up in a horrible mood. well. no. i'll take that back. i woke up. wanted to go back to sleep. and didn't. and now am in a bad mood.
djlka;. i don't want to smell these nasty ass cigs. i want my cramps to go away, i don't want to be in pain. why is my appointment have to be on thursday? i've been waiting forever it feels like. i really just want them to take my damn ovaries out. i know he won't though ):
today doesn't feel like a good day. let's start over. hah. right.
feed me, dammit.
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[Sunday
August 16th, 2009] |
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I love alcohol. Sometimes. Mmm tequila.
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[Sunday
August 16th, 2009] |
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how is it almost 7? maybe because i didn't sleep til almost 5am, and got woken up by 1:30. i hate when people keep calling after you don't pick up the first 4 times.. lol. i guess that's what best friends are for, though. (:
dinner's almost ready. god. i'm famished.
that music that i had to listen to on hold was ridiculous. i wanted to hang up.
it's not that bad of a day surprisingly. i guess.
hmmm.
now whaaat. i'm bored.
hence the update.
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[Friday
August 14th, 2009] |
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Something is horribly wrong, and nobody wants to listen. It hurts. Too much. All the time..
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[Thursday
August 13th, 2009] |
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meh. sometimes, i like to think nothing is as bad as it seems. then again. it might just be distortion of reality.
haha.
and i turn around to find lovebug eating my chips from last night. (:
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[Thursday
August 13th, 2009] |
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rozarem.
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[Thursday
August 13th, 2009] |
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maybe it's just because i've been working in an asian place for so fucking long, i love chineese food.. and i never used it. i hated it. but. ugh. i was missing out.
and. as long as it's spicy. please. and thank you (:
sometimes i wind up here when there's no where else to vent. sometimes feels like there's nobody listening, and atleast typing helps. or you could just call me crazy. whichever. but then again. i'm the one talking to a computer.
i don't think i'm going to sleep.
sleep. it seems to not find me very often. i don't think it knows where i am.
damn manic attacks. lol. i hope i just made that up. that was sweet.
just power cleaned my room in about 20 minutes. besides the laundry that needs to be done. it looks a-mazing. i love it.it's such a haven. i might need to pop a movie in.
borrowing alice in wonderland on vhs from a co-worker soon. that's going to be awesome.
i so can't wait for may. mmm. <3
fdajskjl. even this. doesn't help.
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[Saturday
August 8th, 2009] |
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fucking a'. why did i sleep so late.. and now i have to get ready for work? wow.
at least the begining of my saturday was good; sleeping during the rain. hooray for cranky people that don't know how to read or be nice now.
i just want to go back to sleep.
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[Thursday
August 6th, 2009] |
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my birthday's coming. i keep remembering that since it turned august. what does that even mean? oh yayyyy. i'm 22. let's celebrate.
wow. sounds like a blast.
sounds like the same thing i do every day. it's nothing special. whatever. still. my birthday. (:
i need a dream book. i think i'll get one next week'sh.
how am i spose' to enjoy summer when it rains all the time? i want a nice day. every day it's grrrrrr outside and nasty. fuck this place.
lol.
g'night.
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[Thursday
August 6th, 2009] |
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i think twitter is down...
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[Thursday
August 6th, 2009] |
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fml...
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[Wednesday
August 5th, 2009] |
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Moon Baby (sully)
Godsmack
"Let's take a blast up to the moon baby
I sit around wishing you well
How I'm craving you, yeah
Everytime I'm near you
I always wanna swallow you down
I'll be right here if ya need me.
In my life, I'll need you here
Don't ask why I'll never disapear
"Why is it everyday that I feel the pain?"
Let's take a trip to the stars far away
Where were you when I was down
Starring into the dead
My pain is caused by my pleasure
And my soulmate lives in your body
I can't get you out of my head
It never goes away
In my life I'll need you here
Don't ask why I'll never disapear
In your eyes you can bid me fair well
But don't ever try to understand the situation
Why is it everyday that I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expcet it
When I'm looking for love
Always seems to be regretting it
Why is it everyday that i feel the pain?"
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[Tuesday
August 4th, 2009] |
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ouch.
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[Thursday
July 30th, 2009] |
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Sometimes the rain makes me nostalgic.
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[Thursday
July 30th, 2009] |
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fucking sleep. it smells like ass, really glad she chooses to smoke right now, go to bed witch. as soon as I can actually close my eyes in peace I'll be gone..
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[Wednesday
July 29th, 2009] |
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really? is this a place for drama? wow.
i really hate annonymous comments. log-in, motherfucks. or leave your name. pussies. don't fucking threaten me "oh i hope she beats your ass the next time she sees you" "you need a dick bruising the back of your throat every 5 minutes" WHAT THE FUCK!? who the hell do you think you are? you don't even know me mother fucker. lol. get off the internet. does it really make you feel better to get your rocks off leaving people comments like that? so that they can see it months later when they log back in? to "re-open" the wound? dumb!
oh. wtf cristina. don't send me messages, either. not needed. thanks. (:
next time somebody's talking to you about something i've said about you- tell them to stop talking so i can tell you myself. oh wait. that won't happen because i don't talk about your ass. if you're brought up- sure, i roll my eyes, maybe make a nasty face.. depending on who it is. but shit. don't fucking act like you're little miss perfect. we've never been friends, never gotten along, nothing- so what makes you think that just because you're with my ex that that goes away? lol.
why does every new update that i make have to do with you? lmao. get off my nuts.
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